June 2012
4 posts
I’m so glad it only took you 3 days this time to get out of your funk.
It sucks not talking to you for so long
but I know that you can’t help it when you feel that way and you need your time.
Your texts today made up for not talkin to you though.
Only 25 more days until I can see you.
The days are going by fairly quickly.
I know you think they aren’t though.
Before you...
people ask me all the time what i’m majoring in
and when i say “psychology” they always assume I want to be a therapist
and yeah, I may have to resort to that because that’s where the big bucks are
and i want to be able to give sophie a great life
to where she can have the best things without me having to worry about money
but I really want to help people with mental...
Leaving you has made me stronger.
You act like such a good person and I’m cold hearted but its the other way around. Example: I haven’t said a single mean thing. I told you I wasn’t in love with you anymore and that was that. How many mean things have you said about me? Too many to count. You’re a very spiteful person. To the point where I actually feel sorry for you....
[[MORE]]i miss laying with you and talking about the most random things
i miss you telling me about your scars
i miss you tackling me. making me giggle while you attack me with kisses.
i miss playing beer pong and you being my partner
and when i would score you would put your arm around my waist and hold me close
when i would reach for roll backs on the table
and when no one was looking you...
when people IM me on facebook that i’m not even friends with IRL
i always feel like they didnt mean to message me
so i dont respond
but then i feel bad so i do respond
and it just is a whole awkward conversation…
[[MORE]]not talking to you is hard
but i know you
and i know this is what you do
so i have to wait at least a week before i text you
because i know that’s how long it takes for you to stop feeling like this
and it’s not gonna help if i bombard you with texts.
i just wish i didn’t have to wait so long to come back to town
because not talking to you
and not seeing you
...
May 2012
34 posts
just stop
[[MORE]]i’m trying to move past this point in my life
but you keep dragging me back into it
if you dont want to talk to me then dont talk about me on your tumblr
dont write anything about my child. she has nothing to do with this.
i never said he was an alcoholic.
i said i think he may be. but im not sure.
i havent even subjected my child to that because she hasnt been around him yet
...
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i live in the boons of iowa so theres like NOBODY here who likes one direction
so if anyone wants to…
message me and ill give you my number
so we can text and fangirl over 1D
just wishing you would talk to me..
[[MORE]]i hate when you are having “those days”.
i mean, i get it, i completely understand.
i have shitty days too where I just wanna curl up in a ball and die…
or…well…i did before i got back on my meds.
but i didnt ignore people when i had those days
if someone texted me, even if i wasnt up for talking, i would tell them what was up
so they wouldnt think i was...
rant about my fucked up hair color
[[MORE]]so my cousin (who does hair for a living) bleached my hair yesterday…
my hair was like a light/medium brown with red undertones.
so she bleached my hair twice and long story short
my hair is now blonde as a mother fucker with bits of very light yellow/orange.
and im just like…what the fuck
because i didnt even want it this blonde in the first place
and my scalp hurts from...
im so tired of this.
having to go through the same stuff every time.
i just wanted things to be better.
its not like i went out of my way to hurt you.
things change. people change. feelings change.
you say i need to let you go?
i’ve let you go. there. i said it.
are you happy now?
what sucks is that i loved being with you, but i would take it all back
because if we werent together,...
surveys like these make me miss myspace back in...
[[MORE]]About Me-
Name Kelsey
Birthdate? not gonna put my birthday but ill be 21 soon
Current Location? the boons
Eye Color? blue
Hair Color? right now its like BAM! FUCKIN BLONDE AS SHIT. but im dying it again in a few days
Weight? fuck like 143 right now but i lost like 15 lbs in a week thanks to my meds so ill be back to my cute little 90 lbs self before ya know it
Height? 5’ 0
...
i’m starting to think C has a drinking problem.
i mean, i get it, he’s 22. no responsibilities, he can drink as much as he wants.
but in the 3 years i’ve known him,
i’ve never hung out with him and didnt drink with him.
and the other day he was joking about being an alcoholic…
…at least i think it was a joke…
and once we were around each other at...
my mom pisses me off so much it’s not even funny
i’m tired of all the judgement
just because this guy i’m friends with went to jail for 6 months for a super fucked up reason not even WORTHY of jail time (it was a different state, here it would just be a fine and he went to jail for that long so he wouldnt have probation when he got out)
she automatically thinks he’s a...
Bleaching my hair bitches.
Practically hallucinating from the fumes.
Yolo
Holy shit y’all..
I was chillin in the waiting room at the dentist. Just tumblin away. I made sure I wasn’t sitting next to anyone just incase some porn was on my dash. So I’m just scrollin away and in comes this hardcore old ass mormon lookin lady. Where does she sit? Right next to me. There’s like a whole row of empty seats and everything. I was like “ahh fuck this...
mother fucking so tired but cant sleep.
i have exactly one month to go until im 21 and i go back home
its going to be fucking nuts
corey and i are gonna pregame before the bars together
my brother is sayin he’s gonna come out but i know he’ll cancel at the last minute
i really wanna get drunk with my brother tho
cuz i fuckin hate his gf and his ex is a psycho
and i wanna be my...
if you are blaming me for giving up on us then i wont even spend the time caring
im finally happy. and dont think its because ive been talking to someone else
and if you really loved me like you say you do
you would be happy that im happy
and you would let me go.
You’ve moved on so now I don’t have to feel guilty that I have too.
aint this some shit
PRETTY FUCKING SURE
my meds are making me all hyper and shit
i had to up them tonight
and now im hyper and cant sleep and its two in the fucking morning and my god damn tooth hurts!
mother fuckers
ok. stay fucking positive.
think of good things.
maybe seeing friends in a couple of weeks.
getting my hair dyed back to blonde on monday.
buying my extensions next week.
turning 21 in 1 month...
i need to start lookin up online something to wear for my birthday so that i can order it and it will be here on time
SINCE ORDERING CLOTHES TAKE FOREVER TO GET TO THE BOONS
My brother and I were talking about getting wonder twins shirts and rings
and being all “shape of douchebag” “form of drunken broho”
you know…cuz we have a weird relationship…
lord...
So…I cant fucking sleep.
im so tired.
but im chillin here stalking one direction
and dying from loneliness
i swear to god if my parents dont let me take sophie to cedar rapids im gonna be pissed
my friends havent seen her in god knows how long
courtney keeps begging me to bring her
i know mckinsey misses her and we need to have a Sophie/Emma playdate
god damnit. my parents hate...
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what is life
talkin to my girl about breaking this guys window and cornering him if he fucks with us
its so god damn funny
this bitch is only 16. she’s so fucking scrappy. i love it.
she reminds me so much of myself when i was her age.
this must be what its like to have a little sister
im so fucking proud
i’m so tired but I don’t really wanna go to bed.
Gotta get some sleep though.
Tired of almost dying while driving the 2 very boring hours.
MY CLASSES ARE OVER AND I’M CELEBRATIN BY GETTIN DRUNK AS FUCK, BITCHES.
straight up tho, ima get my beer pong on with my main bitches back home :)
always missing those fuckers.
Anonymous asked: Haha so are conflicted about having sex with corey because he looks like liamand you're mad at him, or are you conflicted of wanting to have sex with liam because he looks like your friend corey? So confused haha.
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Boyband Challenge
Pick 4 boy bands that you love before reading the questions:
Backstreet Boys
N’sync
Dreamstreet
One Direction
yeah i went old school. wut.
What was the first song you ever heard by 1?
quit playin games with my heart What is your favorite song of 4? uhm. moments. or up all night. or stand up. or more than this. …yeah…
What are your favorite lyrics of 3?...
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Seriously though, guys.
I love Liam so much but every time I look at him i’m torn.
Cuz he looks IDENTICAL to my friend corey who i’m super pissed at right now.
So when I look at Liam i’m all like
My God, I wanna do this mofo.
But GOD DAMNIT, i hate corey.
And all last time I hung out with corey I kept thinkin of Liam.
And it was great.
FUCKING CONFLICTED GUYS.
i hate when people assume One Direction fans are like 13 and younger. I am turning 19 in a few months and I fucking love these boys.
Ill be 21 soon and I love them.
April 2012
18 posts
